So... On Sunday...
I got in a car accident. A bad one.
I don't really feel like explaining it, but... Its not my fault and I didn't get a ticket. Later I'll talk about it but not right now.
I had two of my friends in the car with me. They are fine, just a bruise from the seat belt.
I other hand as being the driver got fucked up by the air bag.
I have scraps and bruises all over my arms. I have a small scrap over my boob right by my chest piece. Lastly I have a severe pain in my wrist. When I later went to hospital I found that a bone in my wrist was chipped. Yay! So I'm stuck wearing this itchy freaking splint for a few days.
The car is fucked up. She's leaking fluid. A beautiful 1993 BMW 3.25i. Candy apple red. I grew up with this car. I feel sleep in this car all the time. Her name's Rose, and that was the best car ever. I know I shouldn't worry about the car, but I already miss her. I'm glad she was able to take the impact so I came out fine and so did my passengers.
My friends are fine, and they are still fine with me driving. I know I'm a damn good driver, and they seem to trust me. I'm glad. The last thing I wanted was for them to freak out and not want to get in a car again.
Other than that... I am still shaken. I feel like I saw my life flash before my eyes and linger as I try to shove open a car door to escape the smokey confines. I feel sorta trapt right now. In my life with this going on. I want to just live now, but I still have to get all that taken care of and really its too much for this barely 21 year old girl. I have support, just... I want something to go good for me for once. Nothing temporary.
Something that made me smile earlier in the day. Tyler wants to spend time with me on my birthday, if he has the time. I haven't spoken to Josh in a while. My soul is feeling lonely again. Can you help me out?
Love peace and chicken grease!
I got in a car accident. A bad one.
I don't really feel like explaining it, but... Its not my fault and I didn't get a ticket. Later I'll talk about it but not right now.
I had two of my friends in the car with me. They are fine, just a bruise from the seat belt.
I other hand as being the driver got fucked up by the air bag.
I have scraps and bruises all over my arms. I have a small scrap over my boob right by my chest piece. Lastly I have a severe pain in my wrist. When I later went to hospital I found that a bone in my wrist was chipped. Yay! So I'm stuck wearing this itchy freaking splint for a few days.
The car is fucked up. She's leaking fluid. A beautiful 1993 BMW 3.25i. Candy apple red. I grew up with this car. I feel sleep in this car all the time. Her name's Rose, and that was the best car ever. I know I shouldn't worry about the car, but I already miss her. I'm glad she was able to take the impact so I came out fine and so did my passengers.
My friends are fine, and they are still fine with me driving. I know I'm a damn good driver, and they seem to trust me. I'm glad. The last thing I wanted was for them to freak out and not want to get in a car again.
Other than that... I am still shaken. I feel like I saw my life flash before my eyes and linger as I try to shove open a car door to escape the smokey confines. I feel sorta trapt right now. In my life with this going on. I want to just live now, but I still have to get all that taken care of and really its too much for this barely 21 year old girl. I have support, just... I want something to go good for me for once. Nothing temporary.
Something that made me smile earlier in the day. Tyler wants to spend time with me on my birthday, if he has the time. I haven't spoken to Josh in a while. My soul is feeling lonely again. Can you help me out?
Love peace and chicken grease!
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Thanks for the Birthday wishes and for introducing me to who James is.
i sure could use something good for my back XD
my pics turned out to be crap, thanks to poor lighting and my external flash didn't work and i didn't want to use the standart flash, cause it ruins all the mood.
other than that it was awesom!!
oh well, it seems like everything is getting better at least, much more complicated, but at least my mood is better and i don't worry as much anymore. i'm not sure how i should handle the whole situation right now, but there's no point in giving it too much thought. i'll see what comes out of it this weekend. XD