pixietom

So I can't believe its been less than three days.
It feels like its been weeks.

I miss him and I shouldn't at all. I didn't want to wash my sheets besides needing too. I did yesterday but I still smell him. That sounds a little obsessive of me. Oh well. Who didn't see it coming. I'll have to get over this. I got myself into something stupid and well now I'm like an addict that wants more, needs it. I think I'm gonna turn off my phone. Try and stop myself from texting or calling him. I said I was done with this thing called love. Stop me from trying guys. Honestly. XD

Anywho, I had a tiny blast from the past today. This guy. My first love literally... The guy that helped me become who I am today. All of it the good and the bad and all that's in between. I like jokingly sent him a friend request on myspace, and well when he logged on... He added me. Beside the massive confusion of it all, I was happy. I was young and naive when I meet him. Clingly and trying not to be. Desperate for him and no one else. Not adult enough, grown up enough and so new to this.
Part of me wants to talk to him. But I don't know. I'll give it some more time. That was a few years ago.

I'm gonna go work out on my Wii Fit.
Thanks Niobe for getting me back into that. How are you doing on that?!

How are you guys doing?!