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I miss her a lot... My mistress...
Its funny/ironic that we called each other that in a way.
I was her mistress, she was mine. We weren't going to end up together, despite how we may love each other. The mistress is the one you wont leave the one your with for, and is also the one who you care for in a different manner than the one your with. I'm not sulking or anything about, just I do miss her.
I miss making things better when things around her in her life is shit. In all honestly, I loved her as more than a friend... My little downfall. That's why being bi-sexual can suck back.

I jump started a vehicle today! All by myself! I kinda left my parents cars in the garage and forgot about them. I love my moms car and my dads I can't drive cause I don't know how to drive stick shift. So I felt like driving my moms car instead of SUV and... yah she was dead. So I had to back her out of the garage... Well blondie-me just pushed and forgot that our driveway... is a tiny hill. So yah the car went rolling into the street. Then as I freaked out and chased after the car, these little kids playing in the culdesace just watched. I pushed the car back to the driveway but the trunk was partically in the street cause of the incline. I backed my car to meet the other. If you don't know.... BMW's are a bitch. I mean that in the best way possible. But their batteries are located usually under the back seat, so you have to find the proper place mentioned in the driver's guide for the car. Well I figured it out and then let the car run, then drove it.

I wanted a snickers earlier and after getting one... I don't think I want it now... good thing I didn't open it.

SIms 3 comes out tomorrow... I didn't preorder it... So I wonder... if I actually wanted to get it, if any place would have... Yah know... I know its popular, but how popular... Like Wii popular...? Cause no one could get that shit here for like a year almost. Always sold out.
Then on the day after that. I have a package coming with tokidoki stuff coming,

I want Primeval to come on, and I want new episodes of Doctor Who with the 11 doctor. I want more Mistresses too. Whats up with me and British shows...
Oh yah I think I'm British.



I wanna marry Brandon Boyd... I know we can't make that happen, but still. I wants him, drawing or painting and trying to tell me stories right now. Then maybe he can teach me the didgeridoo and we could play together or make sweet love and in my mind I play 'Oil and Water' over and over again.


Lastly. I need the Greeen Day commercials to stop... I don't like you Green Day, your just not for me... But do you have to be this big to have a commercial for your new album like every time we cut for a commercial break. I don't even watch that much T.V just like an hour a day for my soap opera...