I'm so livid right now.
There are three things that severally annoy me. The first one is, getting texts while I'm trying to sleep. Sometimes it wakes me up sometimes it doesn't... but honestly no. The second thing is, when people somehow makes ways to blame me for all there problems and the mistakes they've made in their life, and in a situation with me. Third thing which I've become really desensitized about, is when people or rather one person threatens to kill himself. So imagine all three of these rolled into one night. A bunch of texts about blaming me and what he's gonna do about it.
I hate people who are weak and refuse to see that they are, or that others have a much harder life. Like honestly... Grow up. Then if that didn't just get my loathing screws turning, my friend decided last night to bid me her farewells because she was mad that I was upset with the person I spoke of earlier... So she said bye and I think its funny. She knows my anger is directed at one person. Months of mental abuse will do that to a person, and she's attacked me on more than one occasion because of said person above.
Its apparent to me that I need to get out of here. But what should I do before that... Cause I have all these wonderful ideas roaming around, but what to do. To end of peacefully or just burn that bridge, rather whats left of it completely. Ehhh...
I need to go the store, my throat is really sore, and its windy outside.
My day is off to a 'grand' start... How about yours?
I'm gonna try and cool off and make little clay robots...

There are three things that severally annoy me. The first one is, getting texts while I'm trying to sleep. Sometimes it wakes me up sometimes it doesn't... but honestly no. The second thing is, when people somehow makes ways to blame me for all there problems and the mistakes they've made in their life, and in a situation with me. Third thing which I've become really desensitized about, is when people or rather one person threatens to kill himself. So imagine all three of these rolled into one night. A bunch of texts about blaming me and what he's gonna do about it.
I hate people who are weak and refuse to see that they are, or that others have a much harder life. Like honestly... Grow up. Then if that didn't just get my loathing screws turning, my friend decided last night to bid me her farewells because she was mad that I was upset with the person I spoke of earlier... So she said bye and I think its funny. She knows my anger is directed at one person. Months of mental abuse will do that to a person, and she's attacked me on more than one occasion because of said person above.
Its apparent to me that I need to get out of here. But what should I do before that... Cause I have all these wonderful ideas roaming around, but what to do. To end of peacefully or just burn that bridge, rather whats left of it completely. Ehhh...
I need to go the store, my throat is really sore, and its windy outside.
My day is off to a 'grand' start... How about yours?
I'm gonna try and cool off and make little clay robots...

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like the other two already said, just get a rest somewhere else. it definitley sucks when people blame you for things that are not your fault. and friends are there to support and help, not to blame someone and then simply say good bye!