pixiestixx

hmm lets see
had a beer for lunch...another after work...another waiting for friends at a bar
had tequila with friends...had vodka with friends...friends wanted food
drove to a place....nearly collided with a guardrail.....cried....got to place
refused food....
drove home...drank tequila while driving 70 plus miles per hour on residential roads
wished i were dead-ish
my chest hurts....everything hurts...maybe death wouldn't be so bad. im being quite ridiculous and morose right now... um yeah how pathetic

i feel like a pathetic waste of life who is undeserving of happiness.....story of my god damn fucking life

....sad face the end..







i most likely will cry myself to sleep....what a fucking loser.... the actual physical pain is the worst, my face is drenched in tears
yeah and who fucking cares...