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i really need to take better care of myself. Yup

'cause my heart is full of no blood,
My cup is full of no love,
Couldn't take another sip even if I wanted.

soo i've been such a lazy bum lately....back to the gym today. last week i felt all kinds of fatigued so i barely went to the gym. then i went to jersey to hang with mattjames and my wifey. we had some wicked good times full of impromptu emo songs and piggyback rides. sunday cashmir and i headed over to bamboozle. listen to some cool...
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so just waiting for my love Cashmir to get here with her friend. (CashPixx reunion ftw!)
i wish i could drive down with them tomorrow for bamboozle, but i have to work bright and early. i'll be driving down the second the clock hits 5. we'll be crashing with the super awesome MattJames.and i can't wait to go to bamboozle on Sunday. hopefully going...
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seriously....my family thinks that I'm on drugs...whaaat
this morning my mom's sister shows up in my room because my mother wanted her to check on me, and she asked if i was doing drugs

really? no i am not on drugs. i think it is quite clear that they are concerned about me. i saw my uncle the other day and he gave me a...
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i need to live my life, but i feel like I'm drowning and i can't break the surface...

i hate this hopeless feeling, and i wish i knew how to change it... i know i have to be the one to make the change
but
it's as if there is a weight crushing down on me and i am not strong enough to move it...
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just sick to death of it all

meh