pixieprincessa

feeling phoneless and foolish...

i'm crunked.
had a good night out with the boy (the upside tonight, downside when i wake up, to him not working right now).
have to meet with insurance guy by friday to be covered by the beginning of june, in time for my mri.

and that's that. for now.
xo

...and bf lost his job at guitar center. recession is finally hitting home. silly us, we thought we were safe. he's not easily deterred, is on the mission to get a new job. his dad knows people at the un so he might end up there, who knows? he's in a great mood considering everything that's happened recently. he's just too stubborn to be kept...
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got the referral/ appointment for my mri. it's for one week from today, on my mom's birthday.
i'm freaking out. i have no insurance at the moment. hopefully that'll change in a few days tho.

my brain, my actual brain this time.

got a new tattoo, lucky number 11!
"you must do the thing you think you cannot do" with clouds around it.
pics tomorrow.

my hand hurts cus it's been too long since i last played guitar.

my head hurts cus i have too much to think about with insurance and shit.

my heart hurts cus i miss my granma.it's the first anniversary of her death.


(no need for the guards at the moment, i know she's watchin over me closer than usual)

work beat the shit out of me.
i'm tired.

i think that maybe possibly i have some sort of anxiety disorder. not exactly sure but reading symptoms that i have experienced all of (at the same time pretty much) makes me think....

and i know it's not tax worries cus they's done!

i have the superjail theme song stuck in my head.
sing it with me!!

i feel like crap.
(that's the look i have to keep on my face at work tonight)