Time...i have no time...ever sinc emy last car accident ive had very little time to do much of anything. and when i do find time its either on a sunday...with nothing open, or im off and my GF is not off and vice versa...if we need off together, we have to pretty much ask a month in advance. what do i do to keep my sanity??? read a lot of comics...and this pisses my GF off because apparently i get bitchy if my comics are interupted??? not really bitchy, its just getting pulled back to reality i lose track upon re-entry and often mistaken for bitchy...
work is beginning to suck in my eyes, i have to be there, i cant call off, we need more workers and the ones we have are completely unreliable(aside from the managers) even then our store manager is as useful on a computer as a set of fuzzy dice...doesnt make sense does it??? neither does he...but i sit back and wait for his slip up and then i take my rightful place on the throne...if not there i want my own store...i want to be head of a smutshop so bad i can taste(wrong word for that) it. ive spent the last 4 years with this company(i did take 3 months off to move back to ohio and dealt with some personal shit), and im making $10.50 an hour...and thats after 2 raises...i started off my first year at 8 an hour...worked up to 10 and hour...moved to nashville to help open the store getting 12.50 and hour...came back to ohio, to go back to school...and went back to hustler at 9 an hour...so i guess the moral of the story is never take a step back because you have to make 5 more steps to get back to where you started. there ar rumors of another store being opened in ohio...i want to try for this store. will i get it??? prolly not, ill be a fucking register zombie all my life and maybe, just maybe, i could be ***gasp*** floor manager. by the time im 30 ill be making what i left in nashville.
but i cant complain, im happy, im ***cough*** healthy, and im totally in love. but financially im stuck pay check to pay check...but if i had the choice to choose between money or the love ive waited for 24 years for...i say fuck money...
work is beginning to suck in my eyes, i have to be there, i cant call off, we need more workers and the ones we have are completely unreliable(aside from the managers) even then our store manager is as useful on a computer as a set of fuzzy dice...doesnt make sense does it??? neither does he...but i sit back and wait for his slip up and then i take my rightful place on the throne...if not there i want my own store...i want to be head of a smutshop so bad i can taste(wrong word for that) it. ive spent the last 4 years with this company(i did take 3 months off to move back to ohio and dealt with some personal shit), and im making $10.50 an hour...and thats after 2 raises...i started off my first year at 8 an hour...worked up to 10 and hour...moved to nashville to help open the store getting 12.50 and hour...came back to ohio, to go back to school...and went back to hustler at 9 an hour...so i guess the moral of the story is never take a step back because you have to make 5 more steps to get back to where you started. there ar rumors of another store being opened in ohio...i want to try for this store. will i get it??? prolly not, ill be a fucking register zombie all my life and maybe, just maybe, i could be ***gasp*** floor manager. by the time im 30 ill be making what i left in nashville.
but i cant complain, im happy, im ***cough*** healthy, and im totally in love. but financially im stuck pay check to pay check...but if i had the choice to choose between money or the love ive waited for 24 years for...i say fuck money...
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oxy:
i get bitchy if i get interupted while i read comics...which is why i tend to make sure im alone in the house at the time
pixieduzt:
I love you, and I miss you right now. I can't wait to be home with you and delicious delicious indian food! ::drools:: yummmmmm!
