I saw a girl get a bottle smashed over her head once, because she kept trying to jump on people during a band's show. It was only after she had slugged three girls in the face that an unknown person came up behind her and broke the Amstel Light bottle over her head.The boucers had to drag her unconcious body from the club..... there are days I wish I could do that to myself. Just to knock me out so I can black out from life for a sec. My vices are gone and I am now forcing myself to attend meetings that subject me to hearing the Lord's prayer every Friday. And even when things get tough it seems that despite how much I hate that God crap I still look forward to each upcoming Friday. It's like I know I can cling on to the thought that it's only a seven days gap between each one.
I'm getting stronger each day....despite all the trials that keep insisting they crash-land into my life.
I'm getting stronger each day....despite all the trials that keep insisting they crash-land into my life.
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i'm very proud of you for being able to kick what you did, i'm sure it must have been extremely hard(i know, because i like to indulge in that as well). i'm sure most people don't know the circumstances behind it(and i wish the ones that have been told the false story knew the real one), but when you explained it to me last night i could totally understand why things ended up the way they did. i'm sure that similar things have happened to a lot of people in a situation like that. i only hope that if i ever have my vices take such a hold in my life, that i am strong enough to be able to kick them like you have. keep strong, and i'm sure that everything will work out well