pixiepearl

I saw a girl get a bottle smashed over her head once, because she kept trying to jump on people during a band's show. It was only after she had slugged three girls in the face that an unknown person came up behind her and broke the Amstel Light bottle over her head.The boucers had to drag her unconcious body from the club..... there are days I wish I could do that to myself. Just to knock me out so I can black out from life for a sec. My vices are gone and I am now forcing myself to attend meetings that subject me to hearing the Lord's prayer every Friday. And even when things get tough it seems that despite how much I hate that God crap I still look forward to each upcoming Friday. It's like I know I can cling on to the thought that it's only a seven days gap between each one.

I'm getting stronger each day....despite all the trials that keep insisting they crash-land into my life.