I'm baaaack. I only post so sparsely to make you love me more. lol...You know, absence makes the heart grow fonder. Ok, I know, You all have forgot about me. It's ok tho.
So here is what has been happening as of late:
1: School totally snuck up on me. I have exams this week and I totally did not know. This is what happens when you don't go to class. Next quarter I will have no more of this class skippage. I'm gonna be a good student for once, or at least I hope I will. I get distracted so damn easily. I'm not going to do very well at all this quarter. It makes me hate myself sometimes. I'm getting so far behind. I have to pay for any classes I take after this school year. I have at least whole quarter I have to finance so far. Grad school is gonna take a back burner for a while. I wanna see how the real world treats me for a little bit. Get my head together and if I can't stand it, I'll go back.
2. I got a promotion at work. I am now smut peddling management. Although I am the bitch manager, only there just in case. In case someone calls off, in case someone quits, you know.....in case. Oh well, a raise is a raise even if I am completely useless.
3. My grandpa is in the hospital dying. I went to see him today.... that was hard. I'm going again tomorrow with my mom. I can't go alone. He looks so fragile and sad. I remember him as such a strong man and to see him like this is horrifying. My grandma died in 2000 (i believe. I'm bad with dates) and that was hard. My grandparents helped to raise me so much they are like my parents. When my grandma got sick I basically just stayed away. I couldn't watch her die. The same thing happened with my grandpa. When he got sick I stayed away a lot. I do feel bad about it but I can't watch him die....I don't know how to handle that.
4. I'm moving yet again. I'm getting an apartment with the boy. A two bedroom so we have enough room. I really like the apartment, it is really nice. I hate moving tho. I'm tired of moving every year. Oh well, gotta keep things interesting I guess. lol We just bought this rocksauce pub set at goodwill for 75 bucks. Target sells it for like 160 bucks so DEAL!
5. I miss everybody. For reals.
So here is what has been happening as of late:
1: School totally snuck up on me. I have exams this week and I totally did not know. This is what happens when you don't go to class. Next quarter I will have no more of this class skippage. I'm gonna be a good student for once, or at least I hope I will. I get distracted so damn easily. I'm not going to do very well at all this quarter. It makes me hate myself sometimes. I'm getting so far behind. I have to pay for any classes I take after this school year. I have at least whole quarter I have to finance so far. Grad school is gonna take a back burner for a while. I wanna see how the real world treats me for a little bit. Get my head together and if I can't stand it, I'll go back.
2. I got a promotion at work. I am now smut peddling management. Although I am the bitch manager, only there just in case. In case someone calls off, in case someone quits, you know.....in case. Oh well, a raise is a raise even if I am completely useless.
3. My grandpa is in the hospital dying. I went to see him today.... that was hard. I'm going again tomorrow with my mom. I can't go alone. He looks so fragile and sad. I remember him as such a strong man and to see him like this is horrifying. My grandma died in 2000 (i believe. I'm bad with dates) and that was hard. My grandparents helped to raise me so much they are like my parents. When my grandma got sick I basically just stayed away. I couldn't watch her die. The same thing happened with my grandpa. When he got sick I stayed away a lot. I do feel bad about it but I can't watch him die....I don't know how to handle that.
4. I'm moving yet again. I'm getting an apartment with the boy. A two bedroom so we have enough room. I really like the apartment, it is really nice. I hate moving tho. I'm tired of moving every year. Oh well, gotta keep things interesting I guess. lol We just bought this rocksauce pub set at goodwill for 75 bucks. Target sells it for like 160 bucks so DEAL!
5. I miss everybody. For reals.
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argene:
movin' on up
meow:
Thanx! 
See ya tomorrow! Yay!
See ya tomorrow! Yay!