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So, I love NextTuesday! She makes me happy. Which few have accomplished in a while.

I feel like I'm getting depressed. Not really like sad about anything in particular depressed but more like I don't wanna do jack shit and I have absolutely no motivation depressed. I've been so negative today. Just been complaining and bitching about things that bother me.

I need to do something that makes me happy but I feel like thats hard to do when my entire work week is consumed with school and work. I haven't even begun to study, haven't cracked one book and it is going to be the 4th week of class next week. Which is a week away from midterm.... I need to snap out of whatever has me in this stupid funk.

I wanna do something that I love this weekend, but what? I could buy some yarn, i love yarn. I could buy a canvas and some paints and have my firnd teach me to paint. i really wanna do that. I guess I could take pictures....I donno where. I like the cemetary but that is so overplayed. I need a muse too. I donno.

I wanna meet someone new who is way cool and whom I can't get enough of and have a passionate spring fling. I want someone to shower me with kisses and compliments and presents would be cool too lol. Oh well. That just doesn't happen to me tho.

OK, I'm done bitching.

Love!