So I am really not feeling classes....especially my night classes. boo on them.
I had to put oil in my car the other day, which was interesting. I have to admit that I've had that car for 9 months and I don't believe I looked under the hood more than twice....yeah, bad me. But I came to the conclusion that I need to learn how to do an oil change.....and fix a flat....and just what the hell everything is under the hood of my car. I really don't like not knowing things and not knowing anything about cars when i own one and use one everyday makes me sad. I wonder if they offer courses in auto matinence at school....that'd be awesomesauce!
I LOVE MY NEPHEW!!! Just had to put that out there. I can't get enough of him. I feel my biological clock turning on....but I don't think it's ticking. I used to be completely against having kids, ever, now I think I may be up for having one....only ONE.... but not anytime in the near future. I'd have to be in a place in my life where everything was good and stable.... job, house, significant other. I don't think i would ever want to have a baby on my own... like be inseminated. I would need to know the father, and love him a lot, to have a little him.
I don't know how my mom had me. My dad left b4 i was born and my mom was completely alone. I don't know how she didn't look at me everyday and burst into tears. She is a strong woman, I look up to her a lot and have so much respect for everything she has done and does and will do. My friend is raising this baby alone too. well, fatherless. I'm just glad he looks exactly like her. I don't know how she handles it. If my ex and I had a baby I don't know if I would be able to handle it. there would always be something there to remind me....(my mom said that was my song when i was little "always something there to remind me" i'm not sure who it is by tho. but she said that was my song because I would always be there to remind her of my father and that time in her life and how I made everything better)
ok. well, that was a tangent. on a lighter note....I think I may be in a place where i can date....like boyfriend/girlfriend dating. So far i have just been seeing people, nothing serious or exclusive, but I think Spring is making me want to have someone special to cuddle with and laugh with and basically just be retarded with. Only problem is i am very picky, and few men, and fewer women, are what i consider to be 'dating material'. Oh well.... that is spring for ya...makes ya all gooey, bleh.
lol
So.....how are all my lovelies?????
I had to put oil in my car the other day, which was interesting. I have to admit that I've had that car for 9 months and I don't believe I looked under the hood more than twice....yeah, bad me. But I came to the conclusion that I need to learn how to do an oil change.....and fix a flat....and just what the hell everything is under the hood of my car. I really don't like not knowing things and not knowing anything about cars when i own one and use one everyday makes me sad. I wonder if they offer courses in auto matinence at school....that'd be awesomesauce!
I LOVE MY NEPHEW!!! Just had to put that out there. I can't get enough of him. I feel my biological clock turning on....but I don't think it's ticking. I used to be completely against having kids, ever, now I think I may be up for having one....only ONE.... but not anytime in the near future. I'd have to be in a place in my life where everything was good and stable.... job, house, significant other. I don't think i would ever want to have a baby on my own... like be inseminated. I would need to know the father, and love him a lot, to have a little him.
I don't know how my mom had me. My dad left b4 i was born and my mom was completely alone. I don't know how she didn't look at me everyday and burst into tears. She is a strong woman, I look up to her a lot and have so much respect for everything she has done and does and will do. My friend is raising this baby alone too. well, fatherless. I'm just glad he looks exactly like her. I don't know how she handles it. If my ex and I had a baby I don't know if I would be able to handle it. there would always be something there to remind me....(my mom said that was my song when i was little "always something there to remind me" i'm not sure who it is by tho. but she said that was my song because I would always be there to remind her of my father and that time in her life and how I made everything better)
ok. well, that was a tangent. on a lighter note....I think I may be in a place where i can date....like boyfriend/girlfriend dating. So far i have just been seeing people, nothing serious or exclusive, but I think Spring is making me want to have someone special to cuddle with and laugh with and basically just be retarded with. Only problem is i am very picky, and few men, and fewer women, are what i consider to be 'dating material'. Oh well.... that is spring for ya...makes ya all gooey, bleh.
lol
So.....how are all my lovelies?????
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