pixiebelle

Stuff
I am home, work sent me here. They don't want to be weeing from their bums! Ha ha ha!!! Too much info I know but it's funny.
So I sit here eating stuff I really shouldn't but as I'm near the friendly and familiar which is my own toilet I don't care.
I apologise for extreme emoness last night. I was super, super down. I had a good cry, shouted at myself, deleted all stored text messages from the boy and made a conscious decision to extract myself from his life. Then he called me. We're on better terms, we didnt discuss his crap behaviour, he seems so oblivious to what I've been thinking. And I'm such a silly pants. He calls and says nice things and I just weaken. I suck. No plans made to see each other this weekend though. I have kept myself unattainable. Which means he'll prob pull some other bird and shag her but as he's not officially mine, there's not much I can say. Besides, the less contact I have with him the less I'm missing him and the more I'm, seeing him for who he truly is. A lovely boy, but boy being the word, a good laugh, pretty good in bed (although I've had better) and a cheeky get! Not much more. It's not all bad, we have similar interests, he makes me laugh (although my humour sometimes is just too silly for him) but essentially we are worlds apart and the reality is if I'd met him and his mates altogether of an evening, I'd prob have ended up with his mate as he's my age and shares my silliness and fondness for crap and silly dancing.
Fingers crossed every bastard and his Mum have left the tattoo studio alone today so I can get some work done. Shall text the man in a mo to find out.
My bowels seem to have settled since I've been home. Maybe after the healthy eating I've done recently a good shot of crap food was all I needed.
Hmm, we shall see how the belly is after a couple more hours.
Be good ya'll. Give me a good slap next time I turn all emo! It's the first time since I've been on here that I've written such drivel and I don't want it happening again!!


Bugger, my tattooists not answering me. Guessing it's another mad one for him today. Bollocks, may have to make do woth hacking and colouring my hair instead.