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Strike another match go start anew,
It's all over now, baby blue.


It's all over now baby blue

(bob dylan)


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i have a funeral tomorrow. and nothing is packed, nothing is done, I am not ready. tomorrow, I will use the last of my money to fill my gas tank. for the long lonely drive home. i am scared to see so many old familiar faces, scrutinizing.

a coffin of a boy.

we will not know what to do.

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but this weekend was upsidedown. and I am still upsidedown. In a dinkeytown apartment. in that uptown apartment. which is familiar only in memories, now. it felt so foreign. last night. yesterday morning.