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so I'm thinking about getting some cute "emo" bangs. I haven't had any type of bangs since I was 12, so I think they might look cool. Considering how cool I was at age 12, I don't know.

I ran into 2 ex-guy's-I-dated on Monday- did I mention that they're roomates? I was not expecting to see A. Saw him working at Borders downtown. He's got cuter. Nicole even noticed this, too. Maybe it's because I've forgotten how much of an spolied-brat asshole he can be. Anyway, as I attempted to pull off a casual good-bye, I did a 180 and walked right into a CD tower. It was glorious. The other one, the heartbreaker, waved to me across Washington Avenue from inside the store. And I really shouldn't call him the heartbreaker, it makes him sound so antagonistic- it isn't like that at all, he had to choose between me and his bestfriend; he's on his way to becoming a decent man; he did the right thing. And I don't want to selfishly break up a friendship.

"Good Woman" by Cat Power

I want to be a good woman
And I want, for you to be a good man.
This is why I will be leaving
And this is why, I cant see you no more.
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever

I dont want be a bad women
And I cant stand to see you be a bad man
I will miss your heart so tender
And I will love
This love forever
And this is why I am leaving
And this is why I cant see you no more
This is why I am lying when I say
That I dont love you no more


I feel like I'm 13, whoa. I hope I grow out of all this self-centered, self-indulgent bullshit soon.

but really, two ex's and Har Mar all in the span of 4 hours?! I was flustered...

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I NEED to smoke, but I'm at my parents' and my mom will start crying if I do. Nicotine...!!!