awww shizznittles.

or something else stupid.

on the plus side: things are looking up!
*my b/f has a kick ass job lined up. he could be making *some fat cash within the year.
*i might not fail my classes.
*i've decided that the friends i have are enough and i'm not going to waste my time trying to make more w/ the assholes around me
*i had great beer and some beautiful portabello stuffed mushroom caps tonight while getting my ass kicked in chess (which i like . . . ohh intelligence gets me hawt!)
*all this and a beautiful, smart, kind, honest boyfriend of whom i love dearly and am never letting go of. (psst. i'm gonna marry this boy but i'm gonna let him get to that. wont be too long . . .)

thats all lovelies!