written on April 12th: (i fucked it up)

hello lovelies.

school is getting tough to handle. lots of shit due like NOW and i'm too tired to get it done.

cant fail these classes, my dad is paying for them again and giving me a second chance . . . i better not blow this like i do everything so easily.

damn present-mindedness. fuck that shit somethin fierce . . .

oh well. i'm outta here soon.

i'm gonna live in a van, down by a river.

(just dont ask which cuz i dont know yet)