pixie_fragments

for vicedriver
even though he didnt ask me to post this i am. i must admit sir, you inspired me to post some poetic lovelies.

this is the second song i've written. its pretty self explanatory. yes this person is still in my life, no not as a lover, though i wished it for a long time. we are now the most amazing friends.

('ey keep in mind, you should really hear me sing it -on a day when smoking or allergies dont prohibit the range of my voice- )

when reading this, think fiona apple.ish angry but also melancholy voice. towards the end the tempo speeds up and the singing becomes more of a growl. ya think about it eh?


stupid girl i believed the things that you said
stupid girl i let you in my head
stupid girl i left my hear ungated
stupid girl i am sedated

i am the rock you lean on for your strength,
you are the water wearing me away
erosion comes over time i see
stupid girl i let you cascade over me

love too hard, and i care too much
stupid girl i still long for your touch
catalyst of my never-ending pain
i see your eyes and i smile again

the edges of this space blur as far as i can see
put my glasses on, in my skin its still me
you've got an answer for everything i say
please tell me how, how to be okay

stupid girl i believed the things that you said
stupid girl i let you in my head
stupid girl i left my heart ungated
stupid girl i am manipulated

truth stabs into my skin
stupid girl here i go again
i give you all that you need
stupid girl just watch me bleed

stupid girl i believed the things that you said
stupid girl i let you in my head
stupid girl i left my heart ungated
stupid girl i am underrated

stupid girl i believed the things that you said
stupid girl i let you in my head
stupid girl i left my heart ungated
stupid girl i am manipulated