so much for a positive entry.

i feel like i'm being pulled in a thousand directions. each day they pull harder, some new person pulls on me more, no one realizes that little pixie is beginning to fall apart again.

so good at smiling and laughing and hurting all the while.

im just really confused and want someone else to make up my mind for me.

it would certainly be a welcome reprieve but i would feel so cheated.

i just wish life wasnt such a terribly uphill struggle.

but i'm a strong little pixie. and my wings are razor sharp. now to unleash them eh?