fuck i already typed this all!!! (so i apologize, it wont be a thorough)
i broke up w/ randy for good yesterday. he's taking it harder than i thought but if after a year and a half he doesnt know if he's capable of loving me, then i have to say good bye. when my brother died i was everyones strength. he said he's probably the person who knows me best but he didnt know that i needed someone to be my strength.
i am stronger than most, but i am only so strong.
wish me luck in my new found battles.
i broke up w/ randy for good yesterday. he's taking it harder than i thought but if after a year and a half he doesnt know if he's capable of loving me, then i have to say good bye. when my brother died i was everyones strength. he said he's probably the person who knows me best but he didnt know that i needed someone to be my strength.
i am stronger than most, but i am only so strong.
wish me luck in my new found battles.
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I promise I'm not dashing of to the military just yet...im simply giving it serious thought. I'm a fairly intelligent person, I may be able to find something else to do other than that.
Thanks for caring though