pixidust

ok so you ever have one of those day where your like oh shit i hate how i look im fucking the stunt double for jabba the hut, damn someone kill me!... on a lighter note, wait fat people dont have a light anything. grrr im really sick of watching my intake of everything, working out and nothing happens? ian says im pretty and he loves me and blah blah but when you feel like a giant space slugg not even the words of a sweetiepie can make you not want to vomit at the thought of yourself. hi my name is nik and i have low selfesteem tonight someone kill me. blarg tomorrows a new day and maybe i'll wake up hot and sexy? damn im so cranky tonight! what a turn off, bitching about my body.... who cares i should be happy how i look i am pretty cute i guess, atleast im not some mangled freak from a TROMA flick. im a cute little pixi with curves and style. yeah thats more like it! fuck fatties
fuck you all !!!!!! im going skateboarding !

later gators!