pixelsuicide

I think something of this matter deserves to be expressed though. The world is changing and I'm proud to say I'm here to see it. It may be good and it may be bad, but I'm alive and that has to count for something. Every circumstance relative to my life and how I got it is against me, so there must be a reason.

My arms ache. I'm working hard again. I'm making a garden and I recently helped with a fence. Ever so often, I see something that makes me want to work hard. Today it was a movie. It showed me the beauty of the world again. I've never left the states, but my love has told me something beautiful. He told me that if the economy gets worse and his family business closes, we're leaving. We're moving out of the states and we're going to live everywhere. I asked him what about his band. He said they should come too. I look forward to India, Italy, and Japan. I hope to collect beautiful things everywhere. Beautiful memories, beautiful images, beautiful items. I hope to get tattoos in places that tattoos started. I hope to believe in every religion.

I have hope for the world and life again.