today when i was walking home from work i got in step behind a pretty asian girl. i have always thought the people in my neighborhood were antisocial on the streets. i don't blame them. i live in capitol hill. i still think that you can say hi as you pass. it's a nice gesture. it makes that moment where you grace strangers lives easy instead of awkward. i always try to do this unless the person coming towards me feels unpleasant. like the ones that stare through you instead of look at you. well any ways, this little asian girl would walk a couple of steps, then run, then walk , the run some more. she must of felt like i was a unpleasant presence. this was a little unsettling and has weakened my wish for companionship tonight. .. right.. well i think ill go read. i don't think anyone looks at this any ways. 
maddy:
i looked!
evil:
capitol hill? is that in colorado? i used to live in aurora. i moved to cali a few days before i turned 13. it was quite a culture shock. one of the first things i noticed was people don't randomly say 'hi'. now i'm used to it and sometimes i feel as though i've absorbed their cold emptyness 