pistolita

There is no new set going live for my birthday. I'm sorry if people got excited. I'm not queued.

Sorry Steve.. not yet.

Today was a really shitty day. Apparently I'm on the verge of getting fired. My boss is going to Chicago tomorrow, and will be back Monday, so I suppose she'll let me know on Monday if she's getting rid of me or not. What a shitty thing to do to a person.

I have to find a new apartment by June 26th, or I'm homeless.

I have no good news to give. I'm sad, but there has to be something good around the corner for me, for fucks sake.

If you live in the Portland area.. I'm having my 23rd birthday party on May 19th at The Grand. A friend of mine got us all in the VIP area, so if you come, and say you're with my party, you get to hang out with me...VIP style. I don't feel very VIP right now. More like... shitty. I'm wearing a smile, but it's wearing thin. I'm holding my head up high, but don't know what I'm looking for. I have to keep telling myself I'm not a bad person. In fact I'm a very good person with a lot to give to the world.

This girl could use a helping hand right about now.

<3

p.s. I've been watching the numbers on my "Well Hung" set go up and up. I'm 39 comments from being the big 5000! That's fucking awesome! <--- yay for good things.