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pistolita

Portland, Oregon

SG Since 2005

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Sunday Feb 18, 2007

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When I first got into nude modeling... I looked like this

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and possibly one of my favorites ever



I found some old pictures that are actually like a gold mine on my computer. I have hundreds of pictures on my computer of old naked me. I wasn't always SG material. I was more mainstream girl. But the strange thing is, I've always wanted to model, and it's like this passion that is inside me. I can't deny it. I love the attention and the focus of the lens on me. I love the way a camera can make me look, because I don't see myself like that. The image I have in my head of myself is something so completely different than what the camera captures.

Sometimes I wonder if it will ever be acceptable for me to just be a nude model. I want to focus on being something greater. I want to shoot with the best photographers, and be considered one of the best models. I stive to be easy to work with, and keep my body in good shape. This blog is going no where. I haven't quite formed what I wanted to say. I just want to be a nude model. I feel like there's something inside of me that's yet to be discovered. I feel like I was meant to do this. It may sound odd, but I feel like I was born to do this. But I haven't reached my peak. I'm still formulating.

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Wizard World. I'm excited. It keeps growing closer to me. I can't wait to meet up with all the ladies who will be there. It's been a while since my last SG outing at Vanity's house in Fresno. I'm ready for another adventure.


Current Musical Picks:
1. Regina Spektor
2. Fall Out Boy - their new album is so catchy.. it's musical heroin.
3. The Bronx
4. As I Lay Dying
5. Muse - Origins of Symmetry (their albums are always on my list, but some fit my seasons better than others).

Hope you're all relishing in the last little bits of a lovely weekend. It was so gorgeous in Portland yesterday, and I can't help but want to get outside and take the Che-monster for a walk. She's looking at me right now like she knows what I'm typing. Well, she can probably hear my thoughts. We're tight. And on that note..

besos y pesos,
<3 Pistolita

Thanks to Anarchie for my new profile pics!

VIEW 25 of 53 COMMENTS
srstinnky:
yes i dig...i guess you can tell your bf what are they for.. don't you think? but don't you worries, do what you can do and well be fine!

kiss
Feb 21, 2007
ajilee:
When is Wizard World?

I think you look beautiful even back when you weren't "SG material". You've always looked great!
Feb 21, 2007

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