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okay been looking at this and I better pipe in now.

1. Not sure what mythical creature but I tend to identify with half elves/humans with some fighting and some spellcasting ability whenever I have played any sort of role playing game. A hybrid.
2. I look best in greens and browns and am really attracted to blues and blacks in objects.
3. I would probably live in the Forests but not too far from the water a large lake and some streams. I am partial to the Ocean but not quite as strongly as the Forest.
4. Hmmm Bands. That is always sooo tough. I am so ecletic there. Modest Mouse, The Eagles, Red Hot Chile Peppers., Frank Sinatra, The Shins
5. Intelligent, Witty, Humorous, Gregarious, Loyal
6. High sex drive, commited and loyal looking for that deeper connectiong with my partner but with a voyeuristic/wanderlust that craves the random encounters and would like to share those with my partner.
7. Laughter, commitment, conversation, connection
8. More homebody than I used to be, but that may just be age. I have a circle of close friends with a wide swath of acquaintances around that. I meet and make friends easily with a wide group of people.
9. Food. Hrrrmmm... I love doughnuts. TexMex/Spanish/South American cuisine is probably my favorite, followed by Thai (mmm Green Curry!!). Not a huge meat eater but I do like my occasional fine cuts of well prepared meats. There is not much I dislike, we had to eat it all when we were little... not a big fan of brussel sprouts!!
10. Animals? I prefer cats over dogs, I like the serenity of a large (has to be clean though...) fish tank. Outside that I have always had an affinity towards Mt. Lions.

Okay I made it. Task complete.

ps.. hope things are continueing to go well for you.

Later.

As long as I'm not a gray ooze.

But this connection thing does have me a little concerned. As much baggage as there is with my family, I've had to sever a lot of emotional connections to them. My best friend moved to North Dakota and that's changed our relationship. My relationship to my kids is feeling more and more like a stewardship, not a love. Another girlfriend came and went the second half of last year and I'm not broken up about it. At all. Yet, I'm not depressed. It's just feeling like I'm on this ride watching everything go by. And I'm becoming more interested in watching it than participating or experiencing it. Or maybe that's just because it's easier. Or maybe I am just not quite over the subconscious frustration about the last relationship not working out. In any case, it crossed my mind that I could be at a crossroads, so to speak, faced with the choice of forcing myself to connect and stay attached to people or allow myself to transition towards something wraith-like; a spectre, lingering, watching, existing in the living realm, but being immune to the emotions interwoven between the living. Maybe I should stop playing fantasy RPGs.

yes i dig...i guess you can tell your bf what are they for.. don't you think? but don't you worries, do what you can do and well be fine!

haha see, now me, I was always getting in some kind of trouble. So they had reason many times. I wasn't a bad kid, but every once in awhile I would pull something I hope you have a great weekend

but sex is so much FUN as a woman! I mean, I guess (from what I hear) orgasm is easier as a man, but it's sooo enjoyable-- like whole body enjoyable-- as a woman. I don't think I'd trade. although, I would like to experience it! just for a day.

Thank you for putting it up, spread it around as much as you can, I really appreciate your help sweetheart, you're an angel

I've heard the libido of porn stars like Jenna referred to a masculine. If gender roles were different I wonder if more women would be more like Jenna. Or are we the way we are due to biology and women like Jenna are just an exception.

Hey! I was just thinkin' about you--wondering how you were doing. I'm glad to read that you're plugging along and happy. Enjoy the new bed!

Take care--S

I am beyond speechless. You are such an inspiration and I 110% admire you.

intresting poem i really liked it
xoxo t

I must say, although Regina Spektor isn't really my style of music, she does have a beautiful voice, and has great lyrics. And you're turely right, it's much better to invest love into someone else after you've invested it in yourself first.

Hey! Your membered me
Here is what nak did to me:

If you get a chance you should have him put some ink in you

Oops.

I will read this in the morning. My eyes are computer screens and my head is soft-shell-crabbish. Been staring at this bastard for hours.


Cheers.

the calendar is such an awesome idea, it must be nice to be so loved and get all this support from the SG community, makes me think you're definitely worth getting to know.....and that you're a badass in general for going through what you're going through. you're inspirational girl *hugs*

My fianc and I fell in love at first sight (corny sounding, I know but its how we explain it.). I never really brought up marriage because I didn't want to be forceful about it, and I didn't want to rush anything, although I still liked the idea of it and would say "yes" to him regardless. Unfortunately it took him 7 years to get over his own "marriage-phobia issues" and ask me to marry him. We've had lots of ups and downs over all the years, and I think it would have been a lot more exciting and romantic if we had gotten married much earlier on in the relationship.when it was still all so new and lovey dovey.

How I can love my wife and not like being married. I have only been married for 5 years doing the math I was 39 when Mrs. IDGAS and I wed. I was single for almost as many years as you have lived. While I did live, for short periods, with other women before her they never really lasted. I am quite content to live by myself. I do not like having to make the many compromise that being involved with someone on a daily bases demands this must be from living on my own for many years. Had I not married Mrs. IDGAS I would have remained single.

I should note that some of my favorite things in life are daily events with Mrs. IDGAS like her watching TV with her leaning against me or her falling asleep in my arms every night. The last may be the greatest thing in the world.

Those are some amazing pictures! You are such a beauty and have such an exotic look that you make one hell of a muse