pissed

Saturday & I don't have to work!! Could it get any better than this?? Well here's my current dilemma. Should I buy my tix for Ireland now or should I wait to see if I get any interest in my resumes I sent out this week...hum I normally would just wait but already we've (my gf & I) waited too long due to my gf's procrastinational tendencies-and now the cheapest airfaire is like 1,060 & 2 weeks will probably see it go up another hundred or so & the availability. I'm the type of person that has things planned & paid for months in advance so this whole thing racks at my anxiety...I think I've decided to just buy them & if I get interviews etc-tell them I'll need 10 days off in June...the only prob is that with Unionized jobs-that's impossible due to the universal rules at which everyone is treated (ie 1 week vacation for people at 6 months service, only so many sick days regardless of circumstance blah blah) My mind circles in on itself when I think of it all. So I've decided Funk it-I'll buy the tixs, I have a job already-what's the worst that can happen? I'll lose the opportunity at a really good job change-but come on...how many good jobs are out there-really?? more than one I can assure you...so I'm gonna do it.
thanks for following me on that dizzying freefall of anxious thought.
Ok so I promise next time I'll have something a little more to say that's a little more conducive to conversation-until then-may the force be with you