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no one makes me happy, including myself
these hormones will be the death of me
i think i have finally crossed the bisexual waters
into straight up lesbian
sex with boys seems gross. . .
even when i care for them, and i do care for him. . . sometimes.

i want very badly to meet a nice girl, so i will get a hold...
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goblintcat:
Well, I wish you good luck with your hunt!

Oh and I agree, Sex with boys seems gross to me too but I think I'm coming at that from a different angle than you are! wink
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all of my fiends are in town, they are doing henna on my entire upper body and i am going as a amazon princess, half-naked. . . shit, i am most definintely drinking lots of gin. . .
this is shockingly ballsy.

boys are so fucking over-rated.

this girl at work who is to the best of my knowledge straight keeps flirting with me, i...
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goblintcat:
Anytime young lady wink There must be deserted islands somewhere! Number 14 has actually kept me awake at night eeek

All my food is pretty much either frozen or in a can! It's sad but quite true!

Sounds like you are going to have lots of fun tonight! Ballsy indeed! Good for you. Drink lots of gin and have fun! wink
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procrastination, cartoons, fruit popsickles, and good books are what little girls are made of.

i got a c on my exam, shit.

oh well, single again, sort of.

girls are a little to complicated for me.

i want a silly fun girl that i can laugh and play with.

she must also like to get off.

she must also like to be quiet alot of...
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goblintcat:
Cartoons and good books! 2 of my favourite things! So, what are you watching and reading?

Oh yeah, if you find the girl you described above, could you see if she has a sister? She sounds wonderful! wink
goblintcat:
Nice choices. Actually, you make a good point. If you find this wonder woman perhaps you should keep her sister as a backup. wink
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study, study
i deleted all the phone numbers in my phone
this is a good thing
i have made love
to a girl and a boy
but both require to much

i need to focus on school
with any luck i will be going to peru
for a class this summer
and that requires good grades
and money
both require work
fuck

i don't need...
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goblintcat:
Sometimes a change of scenery is just what a person needs. Good luck going to Peru.

Do you think even meat flavoured toothpaste is gross??? wink
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life is great
hangovers are less so
i threw my first party, a complete success
in my opinion
there is a boy that both me and adam have a wicked crush on
it is mostly platonic
but there were people all around him
and he just sat there and read charles bukowski
it was very endearing
the first time i saw him i knew we...
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vuokko:
Yeah, seriously.

Congrats on the party, good luck with the boy and the girl.
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homework is starting to get fun
the earl grey is getting to me a bit
my best friend's roommates suck
their mothers suck cocks in hell
i can't wait to go
so i can have them suck mine ( hypothetically speaking)
there is nothing worse
than fair weather friends
they are without a doubt one of the worst sorts of people out there
or so...
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goblintcat:
Thanks for the hope. I could use as much as possible. I just called the owner of the potential job and left a message. Hope he calls back soon!

Arrrgh! I hate waiting!!! bok
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this is the deal, the only reason, that i am going to keep trying, living, pushing up against this life that seems so ready to eat me alive:
i am going to portland, yes portland, by myself
with no one
i will reseach a place to get my tatoo that i want so badly
if, i stress if
i get my head and life and...
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goblintcat:
That is a GREAT plan! I'm trying something similar myself. If I understand what your aiming for, it's to get your OWN life under control. Being able to do the things that you know are good for you and to get back to a time in your life when you felt good and strong and...alive.

Well, at least that's what I want to do. I seem to be failing quite miserably at it but I'm going to keep on trying.

So, if you need moral support, let me know. I'll be that little voice in your corner saying "Yay you!!!!"

Everyone needs that from time to time. wink
ouioui:
Hi I saw your comments on the tattoo group. Most of my tattoo's have been done by Mav Mess at Deluxe Tattoo in PDX. It isn't one of the big trendy shops but it is very clean and old school. He is incredible and very respectful. Good luck...

deluxetattooparlor.com

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i have just failed a test so obviously that it would seem that my only option was to vomit violently all over the desk

people are so over- rated, i swear i am not going to drink anymore ever, the idea of it makes my stomach rebel all the more and my brain is trying to claw its way out of my head

i never...
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goblintcat:
Graceful retreats are HIGHLY overrated! wink Head down and charge I say! It might turn out badly (with brain clawing and such) but at least you gave it your all!!! smile

Sorry to hear about the test though. That sucks! frown
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i'm getting sick of dividing my days up between three people, it really seems like a waste of time.
i should just avoid all of them and not answer my phone, but people are like crack.
i thought ev had found incriminating evidence. . . and i realized i should just end this and take it for what it was worth rather then wait for...
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vuokko:
Oh, well, it's really just the order in which I wash each part and I just stand in the warmth and relax for a minute each time. And when I'm getting out I have to wipethe bulk of the water off with my hands before I go for the towel.

Exercise helps so much for your stress levels! You should do it! Gin and Le Tigre are always fun, too. smile
vuokko:
Haha, perhaps, perhaps. It DOES tend to increase the art's (market) value about tenfold.