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shitty, shitty picture
ah well, at least i know i can be cuter than this, granted, i can also be alot more ugly.

i could never have thought this is what i wanted, which is good
because things never happen how you want them to. . .
it seems like people only use strong words like "i love you"
when they need something. . ....
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drugs are on their way !
i have new gauges, they seem much to thick to just be six
shorter hair
a new picture
and i'm not going to do my homework
so there

ps i have better sex than you do !

god i'm a brat today.
thistle:
i don't think you do have better sex than me. but probably better than the rest of these schlubs.
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life is becoming so ideal in some aspects, though i have been seeing the end of it before it was barely started. . .
i cooked the best food last night ( organic chicken and pasta with salad that had rasberry vinigrette , i got this wine that claimed to have flavors of "ash and tar", along with more appealing, boring things.
i really like...
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my hair is uber short. . .
i like it though it will take some getting used to.
i know this boy and he is the most adorable, wonderful boy in the world.
he fucks up and things are fucked up ( i also fuck up)
but sometimes it seems like it doesn't matter
and everythings going to be ok is spite of it all...
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alright, emoness and worries aside. . .
i need bigger gauges, these 8 gauges are just not cutting it anymore
i need to start running, i need to clean my car
i need to stop procrastinating

i'm glad i didn't rat out doug, he is so similiar to me it is frightening. . .
him and erica are so happy together. . . i saw...
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arcanite_pdx:
"for all the whiskey i consumed
it might as well have been water."

That is a really powerful and poetic ending. Wonderful, really.

Thank you for reminding me that it's not necessarily bad to feel pitiful, better than constant delusion.

I feel a little better today.
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i hate those days where you wake up and wonder
how you got to where you are.
you wonder
how could i have made this work
how could i have made me happy
how could i have made anyone happy
i haven't stopped bleeding
and i'm starting to get scared
part of me really doesn't care
part of me hopes that i just slowly bleed...
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sometimes i do not notice
and jealously
sneaks up behind me
and burns the back of my skull
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samosas sound like just the right way to spend this sunday
ignoring the fact that i have a lot of other things to do
with any luck, drugs are on their way