alright, emoness and worries aside. . .
i need bigger gauges, these 8 gauges are just not cutting it anymore
i need to start running, i need to clean my car
i need to stop procrastinating
i'm glad i didn't rat out doug, he is so similiar to me it is frightening. . .
him and erica are so happy together. . . i saw them today and it makes me happy for doug, she is a very pretty girl wiho deserves happiness as well
i hate this fucking town, i hate the fact that with the exception of one
i cannot even stand to talk to anyone i have fucked
they all seem like morons. . .
justin was cute, hot even. . .
he was going for the "relationship"
he wanted breakfast and movies and dinners and oiled massages
it all seemed like such a farce
i could barely stand talking to him
and the first time i fucked him
for all the whiskey i consumed
it might as well have been water.
i need bigger gauges, these 8 gauges are just not cutting it anymore
i need to start running, i need to clean my car
i need to stop procrastinating
i'm glad i didn't rat out doug, he is so similiar to me it is frightening. . .
him and erica are so happy together. . . i saw them today and it makes me happy for doug, she is a very pretty girl wiho deserves happiness as well
i hate this fucking town, i hate the fact that with the exception of one
i cannot even stand to talk to anyone i have fucked
they all seem like morons. . .
justin was cute, hot even. . .
he was going for the "relationship"
he wanted breakfast and movies and dinners and oiled massages
it all seemed like such a farce
i could barely stand talking to him
and the first time i fucked him
for all the whiskey i consumed
it might as well have been water.
it might as well have been water."
That is a really powerful and poetic ending. Wonderful, really.
Thank you for reminding me that it's not necessarily bad to feel pitiful, better than constant delusion.
I feel a little better today.