pirra

last nite i just broke up with her, this time it was made real with words
not just actions

i set her up with this guy that i want to fuck.
the more i think about
the more it seems like a bad idea
fucking him that is
i know how to cure the thinking problem. . .

Really great quotes :

"when my mind's uncertain
my body decides"

we laughed about it
like we had seen a great comedy
which is exactly what tragedy become
when it is badly done

end quotes.

i feel like my head finally got returned from the fix- it factory
though still not horribly social
its good to breath and not feel like i'm breaking apart
its good to not be crazy
or at least keep it contained
oh fuck
i'm going to love living with those boys
cooking pancakes naked
and good feelings all around
christ, for all these good intentions
sometimes i wish she would just go away.
but i am rather stupid after all