pirateprince

I can't really express myself like before. Being in this band, and having my girlfriend... I feel like everything I say reflects on them. I just despise hoards of people, and I really like people to know it. I guess I'll just have to cryptically weave that into our song lyrics. I used to write about it though, just to get it out. I fucking hate you and your scene... ahhh I feel better now.

I just wish people would stop misunderstanding me, and realize I'm not an ignorant fuck like all their damn "American Pie" clone friends. I don't goof around like a fuckin doofus, nor do I ever try to sodomize people against their will. It's so funny, the same people who say I should be more accepting are trying to change me. Fuck that. You know what else I've never done? Wiped my nutsweat on someone's face. I don't imitate Jackass stunts when there are girls around either.

In closing, I am happiest when I'm at 924 Gilman, around punks of all ages and races, and for those few hours, we don't care about laws, or social roles. I like to park a few blocks away from Gilman and smell lilacs in the early evening air. I love the smell of 2 decades of punksweat soaked into the floorboards.

I'm just pent up right now. I get all depressed when I'm not playing music somewhere. Band hasn't even practiced since the week before Zombie Prom. We're practicing tomorrow, and we're playing this weekend, so after that I'll be happy Chris again.