Well things have been going as best can be expected, I've been pretty busy with work and I've been putting a lot of time in at the gym and doing a lot of cardio trying to get myself ready for FMSS (Field Med Service School). I've got to get myself ready to keep up with the 19 year olds. Not such an easy task for someone that's closer to 40 then they are to 30. 
I've got a pretty good idea that most of it is mind over matter, and I know that there have been other people going through that do fine at my age so I'm not too worried about it.
The biggest thing that I've been having a difficult time with is the fact that whitewidow and I still don't have any exact dates set for the big move. I would really like it to be sooner then later but with the way things are working I'm not too sure when that will be exactly. Talk about tough, all I really want is for us to finally get over the whole distance thing and live a somewhat normal married life. Is that too much to ask for?
Hope that everyone had a great weekend.
Hey, before you know it, whitewidow will be here. Of course the waiting is ALWAYS the hardest part.
that has to be rough with the distance. i do not envy you there. hopefully it will be before spring