piratepete

Another boring Sunday, do the dishes, vacuume the floor, wash laundry, get my uniform ready for next week, tune up my mountain bike.... not very exciting But then again I'm missing the most exciting part of my life right now. I think that its a kind of withdrawl... I really haven't felt like myself since about a week ago just kicking things along at a slow and steady pace to get through the week to the weekend. Even then my weekend kind of blows. Every morning I roll over in bed to find that the other side is empty and I wake up at night feeling like there's something missing. I know what it is, but I don't like knowing that it's not something that I can fix. Usually at times like this I'll throw on my ipod and jump on the bike and ride till I'm exhausted and things seem to work themselves out in my head, but it's too hot to do that. Yesterday it got up to 115 in the shade, and today is only a little cooler but its a lot more humid Maybe I can just loose myself in work over the next couple of months till I can fly up to see my baby again. ~sigh~ Woe is me, woe is me......