I owe i owe its off to work i go 
Its not the same without you Sil
Its not the same without you Sil
awen:
awww... 
I miss you guys too, but Im already 35% happier not working there, so that's a good thing.....no? 
I dunno what Simons problem is now...I juss wish I knew if I should ditch him or not. I really haven't had to do anything but the Alt, so maybe it's just time to do a good tune up, or maybe he's starting to nickle and dime me? I dunno which it is....and Steve's outta town so I have to go to a mechanic and pay full price...think anyone would hire me if I go whore myself?
I miss you guys too, but Im already 35% happier not working there, so that's a good thing.....no?
I dunno what Simons problem is now...I juss wish I knew if I should ditch him or not. I really haven't had to do anything but the Alt, so maybe it's just time to do a good tune up, or maybe he's starting to nickle and dime me? I dunno which it is....and Steve's outta town so I have to go to a mechanic and pay full price...think anyone would hire me if I go whore myself?
awen:
If you see fireworks tonight it's cuz I put a match in Simons gas tank
awen:
is it hot out or juss me.... 
somedays i wonder why i get out of bed 
i feel the need to get drunk
i feel the need to get drunk
awen:
I want to be more than drunk...I want to fly away for a few days.....
awen:
ah, but the consequences of 'flying free' may be more than Im willing to suffer
awen:
hi.....
awen:
haven't had much chance to burrow yet ...people needed me....once they can take care of themselves I will hide, and I have to remember to turn off my phone...
I still feel like driving a sharp object thru my flesh sumwhere.....hmmmm I wanted a proffesional needle tho.....we'll see
mayhaps I'll dye my hair....
I still feel like driving a sharp object thru my flesh sumwhere.....hmmmm I wanted a proffesional needle tho.....we'll see
mayhaps I'll dye my hair....
It is a night of blood, a song of death,
wolves vent their howls. The thristing one
awakes.
Evil shrouds her pale form,
a lurking wrath.
Her raven hair cascades over
pale and tragic shoulders, and her
full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the
blood streaming from the
pale flesh beneath her.
Now a night of taking,
I hunger.
wolves vent their howls. The thristing one
awakes.
Evil shrouds her pale form,
a lurking wrath.
Her raven hair cascades over
pale and tragic shoulders, and her
full crimson lips part slightly, to taste the
blood streaming from the
pale flesh beneath her.
Now a night of taking,
I hunger.
Life is pain
life is sorrow
life is full of misery
life is full of despair
life is full of anquish
why do we bother
life is sorrow
life is full of misery
life is full of despair
life is full of anquish
why do we bother
awen:
because there's sum good stuff too????
awen:
See!! Good stuff like raises!!! Congrats! (you lush ) Be sure to save me a taste of Midori!!! And Happy Canada Day!!!
Gonna have me a nice long nap now yay!!
) Be sure to save me a taste of Midori!!! And Happy Canada Day!!!
Gonna have me a nice long nap now yay!!
what have you done?
a haze of misery as memories diminish.
once we savored wonder,
untainted and innocent,
but your desire vanished.
a deadened cloud of memory -
thoughts follow memory, follow darkness,
love forgotten.
in a haze of sorrow,
i see you.
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the night falls with a silent sigh, lost are we.
the salvation for which you pine
flares once, then dies,
swallowed...
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a haze of misery as memories diminish.
once we savored wonder,
untainted and innocent,
but your desire vanished.
a deadened cloud of memory -
thoughts follow memory, follow darkness,
love forgotten.
in a haze of sorrow,
i see you.
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the night falls with a silent sigh, lost are we.
the salvation for which you pine
flares once, then dies,
swallowed...
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demonika:
wow im sorry! that is harsh. 
The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you sacrifice yourself
flares once, then dies,
devoured by the abyss.
all hope must sicken and die.
Your soul thrives no more.
how could you fail to believe?
lost souls surround us, crying,
sanctuary.
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What have you taken away?
a dark black shadowy cloud of misery as...
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the emotion for which you sacrifice yourself
flares once, then dies,
devoured by the abyss.
all hope must sicken and die.
Your soul thrives no more.
how could you fail to believe?
lost souls surround us, crying,
sanctuary.
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What have you taken away?
a dark black shadowy cloud of misery as...
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awen:
sorry can spell neither...all motor skills are stifled and brain is shutting down.....
awen:
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LATERS!!!