Well after a year and half hiatus (give or take) I'm back. With an 8 month old daughter who I'll be raising by myself. I guess I should kick myself in the ass for marrying her mother, but I was in love (and I do still love the woman I fell in love with and proposed to. But that woman only exists when she takes her psych meds. With "A" refusing to do that, the woman I love is gone). Even as you read this my dvd collection of 200 movies is being sold as well as both computers. In fact it's pretty safe to say that everything I own will be destroyed by the time I get back in that apartment.
Now I know that the most important thing is that my daughter is safe from her abusive, violent and unbalanced mother. Still, the (probable) loss of everything I own stings in the worst possible way. Even if "A" were to come around and do all the right things, I can never be with someone so toxic.
I guess I have to look to the future, my beautiful daughter and go from there.
Now I know that the most important thing is that my daughter is safe from her abusive, violent and unbalanced mother. Still, the (probable) loss of everything I own stings in the worst possible way. Even if "A" were to come around and do all the right things, I can never be with someone so toxic.
I guess I have to look to the future, my beautiful daughter and go from there.