piracy

also:

i may be a dad-to-be.



it's one of those news/potentialities that mostly eclipses EVERYTHING ELSE.

so when i try to think of something to say, that just gets in the way. and FUCK i'm sick of talking about it...

no offense to the little kid, but i'd rather he weren't coming just now.

and it's true, so true, i wasn't doing anything more important with my life, and true true true this has woken me up to getting on with moving on... or something ... like that...

yeah + yeahyeah. yeah yeah yeah.

here i am, woken up by life's jab between my ribs... here i am, just as confused as ever.

shit. now i have concrete in my life. here's the goddamn absolute.

fucking WONDERFULL. i'm so fucking excited i could puke! just like my baby's mama does 6 times a day!

YAY!