piracy

requesting items from the library,

headache from the rumdrunk
new+essential music on random - playing recorder and slide guitar and sample

homework waits heavy.

gotta keep off that pipe.

neuroticanne:

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Feb 14, 2005

do you know what it's like to find something beautifull in the ups distro at 3:28 am?

easier to find an alien landscape in that space, in the grids and abstract meanderings of pipes and wires and ducts and belts and cars, carts, noise dust, easier to just not wake up when you get up in the dark pre-morning, easier to sleep through life.

harder...
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ponyboycurtis:

well whatever... dfid you expect success?

Feb 9, 2005

robotsatemyhair:

ANGER.

GRAR!

I'm not trendy, damn it... I'm "en vogue."

Don't give me up!

Feb 12, 2005

update comma i forget.

watching the colors of the factory this morning,
stoned on the unload,
fluorescent white off
matte steel and black paint, concrete walls,
everymorning yellow belt, sunrise.

underneath the interstate, massive blocks,
beams,
hidden corners, ostentatious overdesign..

reading bukowski in the evening, trying to find the poetry in the low life.

.arr

robotsatemyhair:

Is that all you have to say to me?

The low life is the most poetic of all... there's such a quiet acceptance of absolute horror.

Jan 31, 2005

metro:

pirates roam the flatlands

absolute horror is mine to give

i am Metro the Horrorbot

that's my name, don't wear it out...
that's my name, don't wear it at all...

went to 7-11, gonna git me some High Life...

Feb 3, 2005

i should really do my homework more often.

"There is ... little prospect of overcoming the defects of the power system by any attack that employs mass organization and mass efforts of persuasion; for these mass methods support the very system they attack. The changes that have so far been effective, and taht give promise of futher success, are those that have been initiated by...
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robotsatemyhair:

I'm not that weird, and I'm not a twerp!

I may, however, be a knucklehead.

Jan 26, 2005

"Sound reasoning and truth, when adequately communicated, must always be victorious over error: Sound reasoning and truth are capable of being so communicated: Truth is omnipotent: The vices and moral weaknesses of man are not invincible: Man is perfectible, or in other words susceptivle of perpetual improvement."

- william godwin, father of anarchy

sylvain:

good baby pics!

Jan 23, 2005

metro:

so what *does* JXN stand for?

Jan 23, 2005

i'm the wondrous magikal dipshit.

this morning, i meditated on mystical reality while at the scan-print-apply station at the ups depot - where i scan the box barcode, print the local label, and apply it to the box, a thousand times an hour... i had strange insights.

i started getting messages from the printer.

i was awhirl.

this morning, i returned home and sat with...
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17 days old.

he's getting bigger, and less cute. he's got bags ounder his eyes and a bit of a rash..

if he yells all day, at least he'll sleep well that night.

if we have a peacefull day, that night will suck,

it's comforting, knowing what the future will bring.

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waldo_____:

hey, good luck

it does get easier

but... slllooowwwlllyy...

but it is worth it

Jan 18, 2005

waldo_____:

But I should warn you, it doesn't play nice with solipsism...

Jan 18, 2005

he's 11 days old.

that's so wierd.

1( it feels like years
2. he's enormous
3. i feel like i've known him forever

i keep having to remind wifeydeariedoo, that it's going to get easier.

any second now.

or at least there'll be less physical pain.

watching "a day without a mexican," random blockbuster pick gone horribly awry.. apparently a "science fiction comedy" about a...
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sylvain:

congrats! enjoy the little wonder soon those cute little poops will stink. and you'll have to do somme of the 2am feedings.

but you'll forget about all that as soon as your baby smiles or says daddy!

it just makes me smile thinking about all of those beginning times!

Jan 17, 2005

anarcha:

i get around on this website, i try to explore and find cool peeps...i looked at your profile (it was the name that prompted me i guess) and then at your pic and then read your profile thoroughly and you just reminded me of someone i would be friends with. you look like a filthy man, which is what some of my guy friends out in frisco call themselves so i just figured 'hey, why not?'

congrats on the whole fatherhood thing, pretty incredible. my sisters about to have a son---the whole thing is just amazing...its like wow we can actually procreate! who woulda thought it would be so exciting?

Jan 17, 2005

last night, watching collaterall:
me: i need a gun.
She: if you get one, i get one. but sparkly

outkast is the only thing that settles my baby's stomach, so here i am at 1am, typing one handed...

just an international player, coming thrrough your stereo.

robotsatemyhair:

My boy would only chill out whilst listening to Tool.

Kids are fucking weird man.

Jan 10, 2005

ponyboycurtis:

yes i finished love in the ruins ages ago dillweed

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