Well this weekend was defenitely a party weekend...
Friday I went to see a very cool band called Spoke, and may I say that the singer was quite a looker
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Saturday I worked hard servin up those drinks and that night went out to Blakes to see another popular band called Fingertight. And I am not going to name names but I dated one of the band members in this band and saw him for the first time in a while and what I saw really bothered me... This guy has got to be one of the most attractive men I have ever laid eyes on, and has the most amazing qualities about him... And in like most situations there has to be one major thing that is wrong... As he walked up to me I noticed he was very thin and pale. It hit me so hard that there was really some serious addiction problems going on here.. I mean I always new it but seeing someone that you cared so much about at one time like this is just plain sad. And the fact that there is absolutely nothing I can do or say to help this person makes me feel worthless.. People can be so knowledgable about the advice they give to others, if only the others took the advice. Aaaahhhhh it drives me crazy... I just want to scream at the top of my lungs in his pale face and say everything thats runs through my head about his situation.
Sunday I worked and planned on having a wonderful night with people I love hanging out with. Yeah well that didn't happen due to the fact that my mother had the balls , for and I swear no reason at all, to come to my work and make a huge scene... My boss was there and tons of customers, sitting, watching my mother call me a bitch and tell me to fo as she walks away telling me that she is taking my car.... MY FUCKING CAR... I am 24 yrs old and I pay for all of my car expenses.... Why the fuck my mother has a set of my car keys I will never know. So now I have no car, a mother that I have no intentions of speaking to, and a very angry and bitter feeling that I can't seem to pull myself out of.... This woman does the most incredible, out of her way, actions to hurt me that I have ended up being so numb because of them.
Another person I would just love to scream at explaining whats right and whats wrong...
But as of tomorrow I am heading to the beach and I'm gonna catch some rays and relax and drink some beers with people that I love... Well not all~~
Hope everyone is safe and has a fantastic 3 day weekend...
Friday I went to see a very cool band called Spoke, and may I say that the singer was quite a looker
.
Saturday I worked hard servin up those drinks and that night went out to Blakes to see another popular band called Fingertight. And I am not going to name names but I dated one of the band members in this band and saw him for the first time in a while and what I saw really bothered me... This guy has got to be one of the most attractive men I have ever laid eyes on, and has the most amazing qualities about him... And in like most situations there has to be one major thing that is wrong... As he walked up to me I noticed he was very thin and pale. It hit me so hard that there was really some serious addiction problems going on here.. I mean I always new it but seeing someone that you cared so much about at one time like this is just plain sad. And the fact that there is absolutely nothing I can do or say to help this person makes me feel worthless.. People can be so knowledgable about the advice they give to others, if only the others took the advice. Aaaahhhhh it drives me crazy... I just want to scream at the top of my lungs in his pale face and say everything thats runs through my head about his situation.
Sunday I worked and planned on having a wonderful night with people I love hanging out with. Yeah well that didn't happen due to the fact that my mother had the balls , for and I swear no reason at all, to come to my work and make a huge scene... My boss was there and tons of customers, sitting, watching my mother call me a bitch and tell me to fo as she walks away telling me that she is taking my car.... MY FUCKING CAR... I am 24 yrs old and I pay for all of my car expenses.... Why the fuck my mother has a set of my car keys I will never know. So now I have no car, a mother that I have no intentions of speaking to, and a very angry and bitter feeling that I can't seem to pull myself out of.... This woman does the most incredible, out of her way, actions to hurt me that I have ended up being so numb because of them.
Another person I would just love to scream at explaining whats right and whats wrong...
But as of tomorrow I am heading to the beach and I'm gonna catch some rays and relax and drink some beers with people that I love... Well not all~~
Hope everyone is safe and has a fantastic 3 day weekend...
stuckinthetrunk:
nolovetildeath:
Sorry we missed you on Sunday