The man and I spent 5 days away from each other. It's been very nice being back together. We are working on things. Loving each other everyday. I still can't escape his comments about getting a divorce. He mentions it atleast once a day. So as I read these thoughts...maybe we are'nt working on anything. Just prolonging the inevitable ( is that how you spell it???). I'm not sure. How can he say he loves me sooooo much but always talk about letting me go. " for my own good". Does'nt make any sense?
Why do i let traumatic experiences shape my life? 
I feel alien and broken
lahwok4689:
shame on you nice pic haha