Warning This Could Bum You Out..You might not want to read this.
Man on fire how our parents fuck us up.
You never know how fucked you are until a certain word or phrase can be such a trigger. That happened today. 2 fucking words like "hung himself" drops me to my knees with a flood of tears. It's been 10 fucking years of frozen hell and just when I start to thaw and open myself the trip wire gets released. It's sunny out but it's dark in me. And I just want a cigarette.