so hello everybody.....i wanted to say thank you to all the people that left comments on my last journal entry, it made me feel good when i read them that people cared. it was very kind of you all. but you don't have to worry about me, i'm ok. it was a little rocky and there has moments of sadness, but i'm doing fine. besides that i've been working a lot and thats draining. also i took a trip up to portland. that was great, i had a lot of fun. didn't do everything i wanted top do, but i'm going up there again before the year is out. and within next year when i get all my stuff together i'll be moving there. i can't wait thou, it was sad when i had to leave. but i'm home now and it's fucking hot, i think i can stand another year on this island without going crazy....well more so anyways. when i was up there i got to see my best friend from seattle, it was great even thou she only stayed for a day and we were both hang-over, we tryed to make the best of it. also i met up with apathy5, a great guy without him i would most likely have been bored. this trip was a little scary at first because i went solo and i didn't know anybody, so yeah he definitely helped me out a lot. and thats pretty much it, i'm tried, i'm taking a nap.