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I have a problem. That girl that blew me off, well she called me at work the other day. Ya see, this past December she ma de a new year's resolution to quit smoking. I laughed heartily and seriously doubted her ability to quit. She and I bet. I said she would not last until groundhog's day. She would have won a two cases of beer. She's being under 21 and all. But I won and she had to clean my car. Of course she paid off after I had three SG's in my truck but that's another story. Anyway debt paid. She called to offer another bet because she "quit" smoking the other day. I made an offer. Make it to Memorial Day or clean my condo. She needed to think of the terms. So we are in betting limbo. I do want to bet, to help motivate her to quit. She's all stubborn pighead and bettign will help her quit and that's a good thing. Problem is she blew me off! She knows i'm mad at her but if you met her you'd understand. She's got it, and it has nothing to do with being hot, she's fucking cool as hell. Except for the whole country music thing. Trust me she's wicked cool.

So what do I do?

I'm definitely gonna demand dinner if she wants to be and remain friends. To make up for blowing me off. I know it was wrong to hit on her (because I knew how messed up her situation already was) but that's no excuse for blowing me off. If your mad at me, yell at me! Bitch me out! Do not blow it off. I mean it is not like I have not been rejected before. Christ I've been rejected more times than I can count. I can handle being just friends.

Besides it's all her fault for saying, "I miss your jokes." She said I was funny. All her fault.

So I'm all in confused land now.

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