20 years. 20 fucking years. It's almost pathetic. No wait it is pathetic. I had an argument with my boiss today that turned into a discussion. And guess what, it was just like talking to my parents or a teacher. And why?!? Because 20 years later I still have the same motivation and consistincey issues. I am clueless as to how to get my as ion gear and get shit done. I know I hate my job, but that shouldn't matter. Life involves doing things we hate. It so sad that I just can;t figure this out. It's why I flunked out of college, and such a bitch of a time in high-school. It was scary hearing the SAME FUCKING WORDS coming out of my boss' mouth.
I do not care about why this problem exists, I just want it gone.
I'm ok, just pissed and frustrated, and fucking confused as hell. I just have no drive, no motivation. I do not know where my "on" button is. Where my "get shit done" program is located on my hard drive. Ya know?
This one is a big problem. I know I'll get it fixed, and I know it won't be easy, but I will beat this one.
I do not care about why this problem exists, I just want it gone.
I'm ok, just pissed and frustrated, and fucking confused as hell. I just have no drive, no motivation. I do not know where my "on" button is. Where my "get shit done" program is located on my hard drive. Ya know?
This one is a big problem. I know I'll get it fixed, and I know it won't be easy, but I will beat this one.
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mylf:
Oh, and I was argue with you about your procrastination too, but for some reason I keep putting it off...
verifythis:
I have found that knowing these things is harder than the work that must be done to change them. It is hard to realize that sort of thing about yourself, but you have completed that step. Sounds like you have some great supports around you to help you on your way. I know you can do it! P.s. I am the goatsgotohell's better half!