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Hudson

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Sunday Dec 14, 2003

Dec 14, 2003
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Ok guys, here's the problem:
Several years ago I lost my drive. I gave up on life and wanted to die more than anything. It was a dark and sad part of my life, that I have since survived. The problem is I have not been able to get my drive and motivation back. I'm still just limping along. I've done not bad like this but I'll never be happy this way. Never. I just want to get my drive back, to re-light that raging inferno that used to be my soul. Any ideas on how to do this?
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lx:
A good romantic relationship; someone who lights your fire and gives you that go. That is gone now for me, but I now have my son, and the love for him is stronger than I ever had with his mother. He motivates and inspires me daily. That probably didn't help much; just really relating my experience...
Dec 16, 2003
xxanastasiaxx:
I think amplexus said it best. Very good advice.

So I guess i will just remind you it's JPD day!!!! tongue

umm..yeah..I need to get on that too...shit.
Dec 17, 2003

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