pip

And after I shovel more shit.

Somedays you hate yourself and sometimes those days have very good reasons.

Poems will be delayed further because I become semi-cataontic when I get depressed or upset. I will also have to work friday becaus I screwed up at work, big time. So now I must wrok friday. I'll be free that night for the event and I'll need every minute of enjoyment I'll be able to squeeze from it. And saturday night as well will be my friend's b-day party, at club alex's. So hopefully the sgboston event and a night at a strip club will cheer me up. If that can't maybe my visitor that i'll be having soon will. Either way things suck now but look much better down the road.