pinupsandguns

Day collapse, miracle won blank and explosive. Tearing at memory wall. Time laughs, crippled hallways, birdbath the heat is murder.
I've been frowning through razor blade smiles for days now. Yesterday, yesterday I felt you close through glass water banks. An equation of black skies and loud thunder roars. Sinking me to submission. Who will win this finger fight? I am down on two knees. I've begged strangers and regained my eating habits. I've learned how to breathe again but I still ponder on your behalf.

Doll, you left flakes on my pillow every morning, did you know?
Doll, you left disease on my bed every morning did you know?

I am a hot crib baby. I loved you, I love you. No matter what you've done. I disregard the things you do. Firearm electricity flows through me, taking life with a small fit.
Three holes too close to home. I'll see your ghost again in an accident prone way. Mission failed I was not converted into a love making machine. Pill popping growing gangrene.
This speech unlike the sea ran dry in a speeding fleece. A red car taking roads at the speed of light, and I at the passenger side...wondering what was keeping me alive.

Darling! you rule with an iron fist!

Lulu