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I want to write again. I miss creating.
I used to take tons of pictures and write tons of poems, letters, stories. I really miss that. I've been spending too much time doing non creative stuff like playing the legend of zelda. On the gamer side... I got a SHREK controller today! It has green buttons and ears! But back to Saran's lament. It's gotten so bad lately that I can't even fall asleep without the TV on. I think I am going to ban TV for a while and do something more creative with my time. I am finally reading Memoirs of a Geisha, I've had the book forever and have never read it. I'm about a third of the way in and it is amazing. I miss my mom. I realized that today. I love her. We haven't REALLY talked in like six years and tonight we spent two hours on the phone. I think I'll hand write her a note and mail it to her. There's nothing nicer than receiving a hand written note instead of fucking bills. ... I almost made it through with out cussing!