Ugh. This is really making me FUCKING CRAZY. I actually think I'm falling in love with this guy.
This is so hard. Everytime we talk, we find out little things that make us an even better pair. If only he wasn't married. HA. That sounds so stupid. I just can't help it.
He's so unhappy. But he's afraid to leave because of his kids. And...
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He's so unhappy. But he's afraid to leave because of his kids. And...
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Well, I've fallen back into old habits.
He's got me wrapped around his finger again.
Damnit.
He's got me wrapped around his finger again.
Damnit.
smo_king_one:
dont chase them...replace them

Well, I got some new tattoos yesterday.
Nice old school swallows on my chest.
I love them.
That outs me at 8... mmm.... so much more skinto cover.
JOY!
Nice old school swallows on my chest.
I love them.
That outs me at 8... mmm.... so much more skinto cover.
JOY!

I can't believe it. It's already been 6 months since Kev died. It still feels fake. Sometimes I dream about him. The other night I had a dream about him dying all over again, and I woke up and thought that his death was a dream and that he was still alive. Thank god for medication or I wouldn't ever sleep.
There were so many...
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There were so many...
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My Computer died... but i bought a laptop (set me back quite a fucking bit). Oh well, huh?
So i talked to the pregnant beast the other day. I have no idea what possesed me to do it... but I did. She's not so pretty up close.
Damn her.
Damn him.
Damn me.
I'm fucked.
So i talked to the pregnant beast the other day. I have no idea what possesed me to do it... but I did. She's not so pretty up close.
Damn her.
Damn him.
Damn me.
I'm fucked.
fredjangles:
You mean that Compaq computer died? Damn, that thing was pretty old, I remember that when you lived in Saxtons River in like, freshman year. That was a long time ago...
Well, my fucking boss is a total duche-bag.
The mother fucker has been leading me on for months... and what does he tell me?
HIS FUCKING WIFE IS PREGNANT AGAIN!!
Fan-fucking-tastic.
The mother fucker has been leading me on for months... and what does he tell me?
HIS FUCKING WIFE IS PREGNANT AGAIN!!
Fan-fucking-tastic.
fredjangles:
Dude, I haven't talked to you in so long. Well, what, three weeks now? We didn't hang out too much during my break. I finally have enough money to get an account now. Anyway, talk to you later, tell derek I say Hi.
Ugh, it has been so cold here lately. It wouldn't bother me so much if I didn't work outdoors at a carwash
And no matter how many layers of clothing I wear, my ass always freezes...

And no matter how many layers of clothing I wear, my ass always freezes...
Happy Fucking New Year Asshole!!!!
Whoo hoo!!!!!!
Damn straight!
Whoo hoo!!!!!!

Damn straight!
Whoa, I'm back mutha-fucka!
Had a summer from hell.
I hope winter will be better.
Had a summer from hell.

I hope winter will be better.
fredjangles:
Hey, how have you been? Derek sent me an e-mail saying he joined Ripples...awesome. Anyway, drop me a line sometime, I'd like to hear from you. If not, I'll be home on the 17th. See you around then.

Ha... I have that song by JET stuck in my head- that "will you be my girl" song. And it's driving my boyfriend CRAZY. I can't help it though... it's so catchy! I don't know why he hates it so much.
Oh well.
Teddy is trying to sleep in my lap, but everytime he does that, my legs fall asleep. He's a good kitty.
Hey,...
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Oh well.

Teddy is trying to sleep in my lap, but everytime he does that, my legs fall asleep. He's a good kitty.

Hey,...
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